| Thursday, April 17th, 2008 |
| 10:14 am |
just one of those things 1) Are you currently in a serious relationship? 2) What was your dream growing up? 3) What talent do you wish you had? 4) If I were to buy you a drink, what would it be? 5) Favourite vegetable? 6) What was the last book you read? 7) Which zodiac sign are you? 8) Any tattoos and/or piercings? Explain where. 9) What would you say is your worst habit? 10) If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride? 11) What is your favourite sport? 12) Do you have a mostly negative or optimistic attitude? 13) What would you do if you were stuck in a lift with me? 14) What’s the worst thing that’s ever happened to you? 15) Tell me one weird fact about you. 16) Do you have any pets? 17) What would you do if I showed up at your house unexpectedly? 18) What was your first impression of me? 19) Do you think clowns are cute or scary? 20) If you could change one thing about how you look, what would it be? 21) Would you be my crime partner or my conscience? 22) What colour are your eyes? 23) Have you ever been arrested? 24) Bottle or can pop? 25) If you won $10,000 today, what would you do with it? 27) What’s your favourite place to hang at? 28) Do you believe in ghosts? 29) What’s your favourite thing to do in your spare time? 30) Do you swear a lot? 31) What’s your biggest pet peeve? 32) In one word, how would you describe yourself? 33) Do you believe/appreciate romance? 35) Do you believe in God? 36) Will you repost this so I can fill it out and do the same for you? Current Mood: curious |
| Friday, January 18th, 2008 |
| 5:59 pm |
quick note I am putting together a guest list for our upcoming wedding which I will have to start booking places and stuff for, so if you want an invite I'm gonna need contact info cause I think its tacky to hand out wedding invites in person. Current Mood: busy |
| Saturday, December 8th, 2007 |
| 1:21 pm |
Answeres please? I stolded this from JD I want to know 36 things about you. I don't care if we never talk, never liked each other, or if we already know everything about each other. Short and sweet is fine...You're on my list, so I want to know you better! 1)Q. Can you cook? 1)A. 2)Q. What was your dream growing up? 2)A. 3)Q. What talent do you wish you had? 3)A. 4)Q. If I bought you a drink what would it be? 4)A 5)Q. Favorite vegetable? 5)A. 6)Q. What was the last book you read? 6)A. 7)Q. What zodiac sign are you ? 7)A. 8)Q. Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? Where? 8)A. 9)Q. Worst Habit? 9)A. 10)Q. If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride? 10 A. 11)Q. What is your favorite sport? 11)A. 12)Q. Negative or Optimistic attitude? 12)A. 13)Q. What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me? 13)A. 14)Q. Worst thing to ever happen to you? 14)A. 15)Q. Tell me one weird fact about you 15)A. 16)Q. Do you have any pets? 16)A. 17)Q. What if I showed up at your house unexpectedly? 17)A. 18)Q. What was your first impression of me? 18)A. 19)Q. Do you think clowns are cute or scary? 19)A. 20)Q. If you could change one thing about how you look, what would it be??? 20)A. 21)Q. Would you be my crime partner or my conscience? 21)A. 22)Q. What color eyes do you have? 22.)A. 23)Q. Ever been arrested? 23)A. 24)Q. Bottle or Draft? 24)A. 25)Q. If you won $10,000 dollars today, what would you do with it? 25)A. 26)Q. Would you date me? 26)A. 27)Q. What's your favorite place to hang at? 27)A. 28)Q. Do you believe in ghosts? 28)A. 29)Q. Favorite thing to do in your spare time? 29)A. 30)Q. Do you swear a lot? 30)A. 31)Q. Biggest pet peeve? 31)A. 32)Q. In one word, how would you describe yourself? 32)A. 33)Q. Do you believe/appreciate romance? 33)A. 34)Q. If you could spend 12 hours with me and ask/do anything you like, what would it be? 34)A. 35)Q. Do you believe in God? 35)A. 36)Q. Will you repost this so I can fill it out and do the same? 36)A. Current Mood: curious |
| Wednesday, October 24th, 2007 |
| 5:08 pm |
Medical leave. Friday I am going back in for surgery. I am very excited and can't wait. The metal they put in my face two years ago has been rejected by my body and is causing and infection that is starting to have effects on my whole body. So friday they are taking the fucking piece of junk out. I am so happy. No more pain. Though I will spend at least two weeks eating baby food and not able to talk. I also get three free days off of work to spend with my girl :D |
| Tuesday, July 17th, 2007 |
| 9:58 am |
Don't be gay Sparky! Anyone who wants to know I have officially been kicked out of BSA. (Boy Scouts of America) I brought my fiancee with me to a public ball game that I had payed for the tickets for out of my own pocket, and because I did this I have been removed from the charter and cannot rejoin at any time. I am so glad my son is part of a conservitive republican homophobic orginisation. And to think I used to be proud to flash my BSA card around and recomended the orginization to many families of boys who could use some guidance. What is worse is I was told that if I had never touched my fiancee at all outside of my own home, not just at scout functions but anytime at all I was out in public, I could have been kept as a member. All I can say is WTF BSA I hope you are happy now. It would be interesting to see what would happen to BSA if all the friends and family of homosexual persons pulled funding from that orginization. Current Mood: pissed offCurrent Music: Fuck That |
| Wednesday, June 27th, 2007 |
| 11:49 am |
Stuff 1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. Do you have a crush on me?
5. Would you kiss me?
6. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
7. Describe me in one word.
8. What was your first impression?
9. Do you still think that way about me now?
10. What reminds you of me?
11. If you could give me anything what would it be?
12. How well do you know me?
13. When's the last time you saw me?
14. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
15. Are you going to put this on your blog and see what I say about you? |
| Tuesday, April 24th, 2007 |
| 9:36 am |
thank you cookie | You Are 16% Girly |  Um... you're a guy, right? If not, you're the most boyish girl in the world. And for you, that's probably the ultimate compliment. | Current Mood: amused |
| Wednesday, April 18th, 2007 |
| 2:39 pm |
One for the U.S. Pass it on! This is a topic that has been on my mind for some years and I figured it was time I try to do something about it. I was brought up believing America was a free country. Free to pursue happiness, free of religious persecution, freedom of speech, things like that. I choose to exercise my freedom of speech to share my thoughts and opinions with the world. My opinion is on the topic of gay marriage. This may shock a few people especially those who know me well. I think people are a little off on trying to make gay marriage legal. Now here is why. Instead of making gay marriage legal we should change the existing marriage laws. Change the term to something like civil union and grant it all the legal benefits and rules that today's marriage has, like tax laws, insurance benefits, next of kin rights, everything. With it being called civil union it would be open to gay and straight couples alike. This way individual religious groups can still have marriages, it would be no different than a baptism or a christening. This would also give you your separation of church and state. Everyone wins. In comparison I would like to point out that there are citizens in our country who's belief is that it is wrong to eat cows. There are no laws preventing anyone else from eating them and there are no protest lines telling everyone in the world how wrong cow eating people are. They just accept that different people live differently and move on. I am asking you now, what kind of free country can we be when our government tells us who we can and cannot spend the rest of our lives with just because some religious groups of people believe it is wrong? I'm not saying the world has to change its opinions I'm just saying grant everyone the same freedom of choice that supposedly we all have. Please step forward and help me get this changed. I want to be free. Current Mood: determined |
| Tuesday, April 17th, 2007 |
| 5:17 pm |
HI Just figured I would let everyone know I am still alive. I plan on staying that way. I have access to a computer now that works so hopefully I will get better at keeping in touch with all my friends in cyberspace. Take care. Current Mood: loved |
| Wednesday, March 14th, 2007 |
| 11:34 am |
Long story short I've been a busy girl. I love my new job. I officially have a girlfriend. Spent a day off taking care of a sick little boy, spent a day off taking care of a sick girlfriend, spending a morning off thinking of calling in sick because the two of them shared it with me. Spent some time mildly annoyed with people who are/were in my life lying to people who are/were in my life. Came out of the closet to my parents. Mom thinks its cool, Dad wouldn't talk to me for a week and a half but now likes my girlfriend. Finally told my boss about having been raped at work a year and a half ago. Actually once we got through that the rest of the evening was fun. How many times in your life do you get to go out to dinner with your boss? Helped friends get a new apartment, and am paying off half the debt I owe my parents. When does a girl have time to sleep. Hope everyone is fine and healthy so I can breath on everyone and share my misery LOL. JK. TTYL Current Mood: sick |
| Thursday, February 15th, 2007 |
| 12:13 pm |
Like I said I am back. Now that I am officially back from the world of the unknown I have a few things to set straight. First of all this is MY journal, therefore everything written in it other than comments is from ME. They are MY thoughts, feelings, and opinions and noone elses. I will write in MY journal whatever I feel I want to write. If anyone has a problem with the things I write they can either not read my journal, defriend me, or both I really don't care because if you aren't a person who can respect the fact that other people may have opinions that differ from your own you aren't a person I want to associate with. My friends lists at verious places have been thinning of their own accord and I expect something similar to happen here. I'm not offended because it is stupid to be offended over narrow minded fouls who do not apreciate my unique style. That is about it for now. Good day and live on. Current Mood: irritated |
| Wednesday, February 7th, 2007 |
| 1:45 am |
borrowed from cookie. I'm a fucking ARIES .:SCORPIO:. The sex addict Can be mean. EXTREMELY sexy.Intelligent. Energetic. Predict future. Most erotic. (Freak in bed.)(GREAT kisser.) Always get what they want. Sexy. Attractive. Easygoing. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. The sexiestever....Romantic. Caring. 4 years of bad luck if you do not repost. .:LIBRA:. The lover Verypretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone They meet. Their Love is one ofa kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique sexiness. Most caringperson you will ever meet! Amazing n Bed..!!! Did I say Amazing in Bed?not the kind of person you wanna #### with... u might end up crying...the most irresistible. 9 years of bad luck if you do not repost. .:ARIES:. The Liar Outgoing.Lovable. Spontanious. Not one to #### with. Erotic. Funny. Take you ontrips to the moon in bed. Excellent kisser EXTREMELY sexy. Loves beingin long relationships.=) Addictive. Loud. best in bed. 16 years of badluck if you do not repost. .:AQUARIUS:. Does it in the water Trustworthy.Sexy. Great kisser. One of a kind. Loves being in long-termrelationships. Extremely energetic. Unpredictable. Will exceed yourexpectations. Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out. Amazing inbed, THE BEST LOVERS BETTER THAN EVERYONE! 2 years of bad luck if youdo not repost. .:GEMINI:. good in bed Nice. Love isone of a kind. Great listeners Very Good in bed. Lover not a fighter,but will still knock you the #### out. Trustworthy. Always happy. Loud.Talkative. Outgoing VERY FORGIVING. Loves to make out. Has a beautifulsmile. Generous. Strong. ULTRA SEXY. THE MOST IRRESISTABLE. 9 years ofbad luck if you do not repost. .:LEO:. The Lion in bed Greattalker. Sexy and passionate. Laid back. Knows how to have fun. Isreally good at @#$%. Great kisser. Unpredictable. Outgoing. Down toearth. Loyal.Addictive. Attractive. Loud. Loves being in longrelationships. Talkative. Not one to mess with. Rare to find. Greatwhen found. 7 years of bad luck if you do not repost. .:CANCER:. The Cutie MOSTAMAZING KISSER. Very high ### appeal. Great in bed!!! Love is one of akind. Very romantic. Most caring person you will ever meet! Entirelycreative. Extremely random and proud of it. Freak in bed. Spontaneous.Great tellin stories. Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out ifit comes down to it. Someone you should hold on to. 12 years of badluck if you do not repost. .:PISCES:. The Piece of ass Caringand kind. Smart. Center of attention. Too Sexy, DAMN IT. Very high ###appeal. Has the last word. The best to find, hardest to keep. Fun to bearound. Freak in the sheets. Extremely weird but in a good way. Supergood in bed. Good Sense of Humor!!! Thoughtful. A partner for life.Always gets what he or she wants. Loves to joke. Very popular. Silly,fun and sweet. 5 years of bad luck if you do not repost. .:CAPRICORN The passionate Lover Loveto bust. Nice. Sassy. Intelligent. Sexy. Predict future. Irrestible,awesome kisser. Loves being in long relationships. Great talker. Alwaysgets what he or she wants. BY FAR the BEST in BED. Very sexy. Coolest.Loves to own Gemini's in sports. Extremely fun. Loves to joke. Loves to be your first. So you'll never forget. Smart. 24 years of bad luck if you do not repost. .:TAURUS The earth Aggressive.Freak in bed. Rare to find! Loves being in long relationships Likes togive a good fight for what they want. Extremely outgoing. Sexy as........ Loves to help people in times of need. Outstanding kisser.Very funny. Awesome personality. Stubborn. Sexual as ......... Mostcaring person you will ever meet! One of a kind. Not one to #### with.Are the most sexiest people on earth! 15 years of bad luck if you donot repost. .:SAGITTARIUS:. The Sexy one Spontaneous.Horny. Freak in Bed. High appeal. Rare to find. Great when found. Lovesbeing in long relationships. The one. So much love to give. Not one tomess with. Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone They meet.Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own uniquesexiness. Most caring person you will ever meet! Amazing in Bed..!!!Did I say Amazing in Bed? Not the kind of person you wanna mess withyou might end up crying. what are you??? Current Mood: pissed off |
| Sunday, January 14th, 2007 |
| 2:25 pm |
I'm leaving! I was just going to delete my journal but a certin unnamed person begged me not to because of all the people I talk to here and nowhere else, so as a compromise I am doing this instead. This place has become a painful, and dangerously unhealthy place. People on live journal have done things that have caused me a lot of trouble and pain and I don't know if they are doing it intentionally or accidentially. Either way this has become a place I nolonger want to be. Anyone who wants/needs to talk to me my yahoo account addy is on my profile. All you have to do is add @yahoo.com to the IM id (for those who don't already know that). I am going away now, I might drop in once in a while but for the most part I am done with live journal until the problems it help caused are cleared up one way or another. That includes me coming to grips with things emotionally so please noone get any ideas about doing something "just to help", you will probably just make things worse in which case I will find out who you are and give you a piece of my mind. I'm done. Current Mood: depressed |
| Thursday, November 30th, 2006 |
| 3:30 am |
Due to recent unnecessarily hurt feelings........ First of all I have a child. Anyone who doesn't know that probably doesn't know me. Second I don't always have access to a babysitter. Something I have delt with for all 6 years of my son's life. So I have a certin protocall I follow knowing not everyone likes having children around, (or at least not mine.) If I am sent an invite to hang out, party, get together, or whatever and it is addressed only to me then I take it to mean that the invite isn't extended to my child being that he is an entity seperate from myself (ex. an invite addressed to both mine and my son's name or to myself "and family" I would automatically bring him along. An invite adressed to just my name with no mention of my son and I would not bring him unless otherwise told.). If I can find a babysitter I go and if I can't I say "I don't have a babysitter." At this point the sender of the invite gets a free cop out. If nothing is said to me I take it that my child is not invited to attend and that my reason for absence is accepted. (further explaination by either party not necessary and hurt feelings and awkwardness is silently avoided) If it isn't a problem that I will have a taggalong I would expect that the inviter would say so. Last I checked my name wasn't Miss Cleo and I can't anticipate the wants and desires of others. I would never be so bold as to assume that it is ok to bring my child simply because I was invited and I had no babysitter. Actually I consider such things rude. I guess that about wraps up my thoughts on this topic. On a side note, there may be times when just I am invited and the sender has no problems with my son coming along but I may still refuse. Some things I choose not to expose my child to because of his age but at the same time I would rather make that decision on my own than for the sender to asume. It has been stated that I am a rather liberal parent in most areas, and my view of inappropriate might not be what some might think. (ex. my son has been present, all be it in another room, for two "toy" parties granted at the time he was younger and was unaware of what was happening in the room with the adults) Current Mood: aggravatedCurrent Music: 99 Red Ballons |
| Monday, October 30th, 2006 |
| 5:31 pm |
Absent me My comp broke. It caught a virus from my parents and so far I haven't been able to get it fixed and I have no idea if there is anyone I can ask to help me. On top of that I have started school and have very little time for anything but school and work, so if you don't hear from me I'm not ignoring you. I haven't gone into hibernation, and I am not trying to dissapear. I'm just a very busy girl right now. Hope everyone is well. Current Mood: busy |
| Friday, May 12th, 2006 |
| 1:55 pm |
Contrary to popular belief..................... I am posting this unlocked so the general public can have access. I realize the potential risk to unlocked entries considering the troll that has leached on to me but I will take the chances. For this it is worth it. It has been brought to my attention recently that I have unintentionally given the impression I am an evil male hating (insert insult here). I would like to clear up the misconception. I don't hate all men. I have been put through a lot of shit by men so when I am in pain males are unfortunately the first targets. I have gotten better at not doing this over the years. Don't believe me, dig out some of my male bashing rants from when I was getting my divorce. Anywho. That said and done I would just like to point out that in actuallity my closest friends and the ones I trusted the most and could depend on the best were always male. Not an easy job for them either. It takes a really strong person to take my irrational side and not take it personally. I am eternally grateful for every one of them who have always been there for me. I could never do enough to repay their paitents and caring. Now I am going to shut up and hope that everything is all rainbows and roses. :) Hugs to all the men in the world because with out them we wouldn't have mother's day. It takes two to procreate. Current Mood: mellow |
| Friday, March 10th, 2006 |
| 10:36 am |
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| Friday, March 3rd, 2006 |
| 10:48 am |
HAPPY DAY!!!!!!! I won't be at the show tonight because............. TODAY IS MY SON"S BIRTHDAY. HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRAT BOY!!!!!!!!!!!!!! We are going out to celebrate tonight. So tonights activities for me are depending on the whims of a 6 year old child. Hope everyone has fun at the show! Current Mood: bouncy |
| Wednesday, February 22nd, 2006 |
| 10:45 am |
Via remote access: distressing news, and a note to the RKOArmy First things first. The comp is still broke so I am still only able to get to this by way of public library. This is going to be vague for a few reasons. One being the fact that I am tired of being a messenger service as it is starting to take it's toll on my emotional well being. To put more light on what I am not saying..... "I'M NOT AN OWL!!!!" I received a bit of bad news today, not going to elaborate but I have already told at least one person most of it (and right now I am thinking that that one person is the only one I want to communicate with about it right now). Now I have 80 million questions unanswered and guilty feelings and I am having a really hard time dealing with this and at a loss as to where to turn. I can't prevent myself for feeling at least partially at fault for what is going on. I wanna curl up in a ball and hide under a rock. How is it that in less than 2 months both of my two closest friends have managed to make me feel horrible. And why do these sorts of things always seem to fall on my list of responsibilities when I am not ready to handle them. I am seriously considering a mini vacation from the cast and Rocky and the whole RI. scene until I can work through this. I can't describe the things going through my head and my heart right now. All I know is it is confusing and painful. I admit that it is very possible that I am not in the least bit a factor in the situation that is manifesting itself but considering the timing of this and all events in my life collating immediately around it I challenge anyone who dares tell me my concerns and emotional upset are purely egotism. I am going to just shut up now before my mixed state of emotion causes me to start a fight in my own journal with supposed adversaries. Be back when I can but for now PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE DON'T ask me to elaborate on this yet! Not on live journal anyway! Current Mood: distressed |
| Tuesday, February 14th, 2006 |
| 10:37 am |
Quick note The modem to the computer I normal access the net from is now officially fried. So to anyone on my friends list you might not here from me for a while though I will try to keep up with my friends page and email accounts. Hope it gets fixed soon and to anyone I don't see outside the net take care of eachother till I get back. *hugs* all around. Current Mood: annoyed |